in a moment,i will b presenting the progress during my 1st 2weeks here,n act it is a very serious matter as i will b evaluated whether i am suitable enuf to b absorb to the company.i even didnt started wif report yet..mayb k.linda will call me as soon as possible..

while waiting for her,i act want to highlite little bit abt how He is Maha Penyayang..i remember during my hardest time = psm2 (the crucial one so far)..how i felt i was at the end of the road,no clue,no hope,no one to turn to..that time,i suddenly heard azan Asar (it was Asar that time),n i dunno i just soothed a bit,then at nite during hanging out at N room (my fave lepaking pot),i listened to At-Taubah..when it came to err i dunt remember the ayat’s num,juz it means sort of ‘jgnlah bersedih,sesungguhnya Allah bersama2 kamu’ (translate ikut bhs arab yg blajo dulu,ehehe..salah tlong betulkan ek),pergh..tell u what,i felt much stronger n my mind became clearer..i felt that He reminded me,that He always there for me,He told me,dont be sad,there always a way to solve every problems..always,we who constantly keep forgetting abt that..

He made my frenz,my family rushing to my aid..these people encouraged me,told me not to worry,just keep going everything on..they said,even if i failed,at least i oredi tried..i act thought that it was miracle if i cud go through all that,n it was..the miracle of doa by our lurve ones..huhu..me,i always getting mad of not getting or b what i really want,still i keep going whatever come across me becoz i believe He didnt Give what i want,but what i really need..n mayb what i b rite now is act suit me..who knows?

rite now i’m undergoing a training quite far away from my cousin’s house,i dunt mint much..still i found it is exciting to walk quite a while to lrt station,waiting for bus becoz during the journey,i can zikr a lot (the blessing in disguise)..charge the positive ion to my brain..i like that scenario everyday even how much i’m afraid abt the task at the office..there are so much ‘amalan sunat’ that i oredi neglected,becoz of so many ‘irrelevant’ reasons..i wish i’ll resume all that back..i miss me being the good girl,being cared by ‘things’ that i learnt from school years ago..even how much ‘tahyul’ i am now,deep down i know that He Cares becoz everytime i’m abt to cross the line,He always remind me..He alone knows how much i’m so grateful for that..

p(^_^)q
gambaru!