today act is the starting day for BM n History papers for spm,so for spm candidates gud luck guys,may the force b wif u (eheh..influence from the star wars)..juz kidding,may He make everything easier for u guys,straights A’s key,no pressure there huhu..last nite my sister Anis,called,thanx goodness becoz if she juz wait 4 me to call,then she’ll b disappointed as her big sister act in trouble wif funding (i dun have permanent job yet,what wif no elaun at mimos,so my spending is limited)..i challenged her to get more than me (of coz she can,i juz scrap half of the subjects only),how abt A in cambridge?eheheh..

miss my school days’..i might not say it was splendid,still,i made,i knew,i met the best of people there..i wont forget teacher ismaizah,the best english teacher i ever met,my english was very good that time (not like now..),what wif most of my friends oso really brilliant  in that  language..also into account,chemistry..i luv it very much,sitting for the paper was like nuthing much,no effort at all (although not confident much to get A1..),i juz haf the trouble wif physics n add maths,huhu seriously ‘injured’..the agama papers?well,i act haf no difficulty on that three subjects (my father said i got talent on that subjects),juz i was so lazy to try my best,so i only scored one out of three,still,not bad 4 science student rite?

i remember clearly studying qiraat wif ust mad jusoh n tasmi’ in front of ust shuib..i missed learning the knowledge of al quran.i remember how quite gud i am in those kind of field becoz i know that i’m gud,n those subjects were act so interesting..oso missed,the hafazan time..act,i realised y i’m so better person at that time,becoz if there are sum sins n ur heart not clean enuf,u cant memorise al quran..seyes..so in order to memorise,i always avoid doing bad things..eheeh..sumtime,during my hardest days in electrical eng,i act quite regretted that i declined my father’s wish that i further my studies in al-quran n as-sunnah (kalo tak dah selamat aku smbg master,jd cikgu or jd lect)..but,i want to further study in that field someday,i really hope i can..mayb when i finished wif my engineering field..

studying at sek. agama (p) kangar,act taught me so much..living in the barakah of ‘ilmu’ n blessings really made me a good person,broaden my mind better.always encourage to do good deeds everyday (although not to the sum kind of teachers..),husnu zhon,husnu zhon n husnu zhon..kalo stakat kemusykilan dlm hukum2 tu,ish siap bleh dok bersidang dgn mmbr2,mcm jumhur ulama’ plak..bleh berhujah dgn hadis n ayat quran lg..mmg dasat..blom lg time argue bab hukum2 dgn ustaz ustazah lg eheh..but,that was the old days,the part that i really missed so much.instead learning science n such,i also learnt how beautiful arabic is,how there are really a lot that i dont really aware abt His Law,His Kalam n the hikmah behind all His Creation..what i missed the most was how i used to advice myself n people around me wif hikmah..n everywhere i go,i always seek those people who can remind me the way i used to haf at school..i missed to b a gud girl n a gud child..really hope to be surrounded by the gudness of ‘ilmu’ n be a nice person by it..

p(^_^)q
gambaru!